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EPIPHANY
I used to
feel pain when I thought of you
now I feel joy when I'm not with you
don't you want to know how I changed
so fast?
Don’t you wish to know why I don't miss you anymore?
I've figured it out, I've solved it all
I
never needed you, I never loved you
I figured It out, and now I am free
free of your face, and loss of dignity
I
don't miss you anymore.
And it makes me so content to see
The way things are so clearly.
I used to sit and cry
when I realized
you were gone
and now I laugh at the thought
of ever loving you
I used to want you back,
but part of me knew
that there’s nothing you can say,
nothing you can do,
because I'm not and never was
in love with you.
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HYPOCRITE BY NATURE
what you see is not always
what is there
the reason, our purpose, so much deeper than that
nothing is ever what it seems
you say you're wiser,
because you’re older,
But stupidity
entwined
nothing you do supports everything you say
*liar liar liar*
treat me this way because you never ponder
Maybe
for one second, have you ever thought
that who I am is all I have left
you support the ignorant
*liar liar liar*
every
thing I am is all I can have
nothing left for me, so alone
and, selfishly, you suddenly assume
you must be right,
I’m not good enough
did you ever wonder, could you ever know
what its like to hurt this way?
You say that
I have nothing to complain about...
*liar liar liar*
you're a factory fueled by ignorance, how naive
nothing is
ever low enough for me
I show how I feel to the ones who need it most
no longer giving into pressure to conform
i'm
so much deeper than what you see in me
what you get, its not always what you see
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CHANGED
you persist
on telling me,
just how much you love me,
but that doesn’t mean that I feel it
Why do you assume it?
What you want is not within your grasp
don’t tell me the truth
because you want to
lie because you care
people change all the time
Don’t run from the
inevitable
sink inside you dreams,
but quickly while you can
for what you see is not me,
I’ve changed
my mind
please, go ahead
and seek the fabulousness
that is not me
for a love who wants you
is out there
some where
don’t search through what
you see in me, because it wont change
I will not change
I do not
love you
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